happy 1 ~

Holiday holiday holiday....Never thought that holiday is quite boring actually...Do nothing for the first week, second week kept go out, hope next week can learn something for my course subjects for beneficial my future for.......whatever....xd

Anyway, just hope everything will be fine, troubles stay out from me. Maybe this is what life would be, a big wave came toward you suddenly, but once you passed the disaster, you will realize that the wave just a small waves. How complicated it is ?:P

After came to college, I felt the importance of the course that I had chosen. Although that was my interested, I never ever worry about it, but want to make a lot of effort on it to achieve a better academic . All the best for everyone..lolz

Last month I'm so happy (Mean count start from today) ..^^...

Because .........my PCD had improved a lot....i learn a lot of thing..xd....

Thanks to all my friends, and god lets me have this skill.XD

That's all why I'm happy.

End~

End ? Not that easy, someone will beat me hardly ~Lol

What so happy about that month ? Nothing also actually, just something like happy xxxxxx...XD
Ignore it if you don't understand...
This month, past so fast, no doubt, we have already improve our relationship....lol...getting serious? The moment of happy, sad, excited (don think wrong, im gud guy...:P), we also have passed it...Of course, for the most part is happy. This is what we should maintain to the end. ( obviously loh, if not sad meh..~.~..)XD~

I cannot learn write 900 words for a blog post, cause i got nothing to write, all you want to know already told you, even the details that I have never told anyone before.XD

I am truly thankful and appreciate for what you have done to me, I have never experienced it before, I hope I'm the first and the last to be the owner of this. So.. keep on..xd
Sorry for kept delayed the update of my blog post, although post will delay or forget to update occasionally, but my love for you will never delay..XD
Be happy and gayou for the rest of our life ^^ Love you~

Continue to my happy life

Someone kept asking me for a new post, but i don't want tell her when I'm going to update because I want her miss me always, and think about me at the time~XD, but I know she will do it even though i didn't do anything....Am I right? xd ..Anyway, let's get start about this.

The day before yesterday which mean Wednesday 10/8/2011 was a happy and sad day for us, it was also the first time that we facing this kind of grief feeling. It was really upset, made both of us felt blue due of some unpleasant incident. I told you that I'm fine before I went for slept, as you knew I'm lying, because i don't want to let you feel bad. I'm worrying about you, because you are unhappy at that moment, but i felt like I can't do anything instead of comforted you. I just want you to be happy, at least when I'm not right there with you, I just has a simple wish that we can happy always ^^ Sadness ? Get the hell out of us..xd

Please allow me to copy some sentences from your blog, because it was exactly same as what I'm trying to said..xd

"After the incident yesterday, I felt that I'm getting serious. I've already treat you as part of my life, this is the fact, and also the truth. Although some problem might be occur, but I think we can handle it. Let's work hard for our future ! "XD... Just like this lyrics "Every moment spent with you, Is the moment I treasure" ~ I'm enjoying every time when be with you, we chatted about many things, and you had told me some word that quite embarrassing but sweet ^^You are brave..xd~ We played together such as "duk lai duk qu" ..xd..like a children games but seem we both are also enjoying..XD.. Everything that we have done will be a part of my sweet memories.. You said you hope that we can last long, together until become grandpa and grandma ..xd..This was actually quite a bit over, but it is possible also..xd.. lalala...Anything is possible, who know what will going on next? I also don't even can predicted that I will won 18 peoples in my class...XD..yeah, I'm the winner..Fortunately, I'm the winner, if not you are with the other winner right now...You must thanks to me because I'm the winner..xd....Later we will having dating...haha..or maybe assignation ? O.o...Not sure, because i not very sure what are we now ? above friend below couple ?XD..Anyway, the most important is, we are happy than everything is fake...^^... Hopefully we can enjoy later and stay out of trouble, no one will disturb us..xd... When you wan to meet my parents jek ???XD.....to be continued, good night world, especially you.... my Chiew Carol..xd

30 Hour-Famine

Do you realize i had change my blogger template, obviously. =.=...Because my sister said the template before this made her felt dizzied, but actually i felt it too..><~ Never mind, hope this time will be better.

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30 Hour-Famine

Wou, My unforgettable camp. This was the first time participated famine 30, it was quite fun ...

for the second day ... xd ...Actually 2 days also have a nice memories, but the second day is more unforgettable because we countdown together with 9000++ camper that came from many regions of west Malaysia, we ate bread and drank Soya Beam milk together at the same time same moment. Can you imagine that ? You will never try it in other camp ( sounds like exaggerated, xd). The first day is quite boring for me, because I'm not a active participant, at least I admit, if not it would be fun as the second day...xd... What I remember is, i just kept SMS with CC...xd..This was the first time I didn't completely concentrated in joining my group during camp. Haha. Anyway, i will join again for the next year if i have any opportunity ~^^

It's time to eat....xd..

Can u find me ?lol...

My group ....."India" ...haha..nice~

new life..lol

Hello everyone. I'm already 5 weeks didn't update any post, because of my laziness and I got nothing to upload actually, cause my life was so peace and stay out of trouble.(xd, Sai meng) Recently i'm busy about college things such examination and works, all these things will never end, not before the end of the final exam, so i hope final exam faster come, although i'm not yet ready and no study at all..pro leh? xd.Anyway, the reason i upload this post is because of someone (a.k.a CC ..someone smile jor leh...haha) who kept asked me to update due of want to know what actually i'm thinking, am I right ?xd. I guess no one will has the interested to finish this long post, cause it's really quite boring ? maybe ? Whatever...>< It's doesn't matter who will going to finish this boring post, but one thing i sure is someone will finish it..XD..cause already expect for few days..lolz..
Well, this few days i knew i just kept smile for no reason..lol (learned from CC, not cyber cafe ah...xd) Is that mean something are about to happen ? I have no idea. This was the first time during camp, i kept SMS with people, i never tried before, I even SMS with you when I'm playing games and group discuss..xd..how bad am I, didn't put full attention on my group lolz. And this is the reason why I didn't kao lui, wahaha. I found out something about me and you, that is when we are together, we cannot concentrated on other things..xd, during lecturer or else, we just kept chatting and played, lucky I still can understand some chapter by myself, if not i need someone to teach me again, or maybe that someone is you again ?XD, than we will just chat and didn't learn anything again..xD.I'm so enjoyed that day when we go Jusco to eat McD as our lunch, of course not only us, our friends too. That was quite unforgettable. Cause I enjoy the moment with you..XD..clear screen...lol, You are so naughty, cause you played in my car like a child, haha..the water let you played finish already, the next day my mum asked me about the water, i just can answered i not sure , lol , cause impossible that I said let a child play..Xd. I never thought that i can so close with you, cause you are the only one in the class, 1 vs 18 and i won, yeah..xd, why we will become so close ? Is that other reasons ? Or because of that CXX ? or maybe i'm good? Oh yea, talked about good, I'm so surprised you let your mum saw my picture and she praised me and even asked you to chase me ? (I got said wrong mah? I not very clear, cause already unconscious after listened that ..xd ) Am i that good ? Or maybe just the kindness face? xd.(zi lian again..><) Never mind, cause I know you don't care..xd. i think i more pro, cause this post got 90% above is about you..happy or not ?xd Don't be shy, everything is fine..haha...Apparently, this post is not a formal but a funny post. XD and lol everywhere..haha. Now I'm going to talked about the other guy which mean the guy you known him for few weeks, erm... actually nothing to talked also..XD...(said got, now don have..haha) I not really satisfied with him, because he made you sad, i really wish you don't want meet him again, but no choice, you have to meet him at least one more time, how bad..><.. Seriously, every time when you talked about him, I'm not so happy, sometime I even felt that my heart was pain. What going on ? What is that mean? O.o...Anyway, like what i have mention before, as long as we are happy now, played together, chatted together, eat together, study together(Of course, this are the least, cause cannot concentrate..xd). Finally, what you want to know is what am I thinking? I just can tell you, figure out yourself...haha. This was the second longer post in my blog, because of you..><. lol..But I'm happy to write too..^^...Now is already 11.38pm, hope you have a nice dinner with your friends , i don't want to tell you that I have wrote this post is because I want you to check out for my blog always...xd...Thanks for finish it...lol....have a nice day CC ..haha

tired...

tired everyday

no enough sleep ..><

haiz.

assignment + coursework ...

i need to rest enuf

whr got time to pak tor?XD

it dosent mean i want to, just a example only..lol

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Why i keep looking for u at school?

it doesn't make sense...who the heck are u ?==

there still got many ppl i can find thr...

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waiting for someone treat me a drink & tomyam fried rice..xd

don laugh whn u c this... yes, im taking about u~:)

forget wht i said, if u thought im insane ~:P

the unnecessary caring

关心一个人，一定要让对方感受到吗？
一定要对方讲声谢谢吗？
可能有时没必要让对方知道，也不需要向对方透露
因为有着别人的关心已经胜于自己的关心了
可能很难明白
但，就是这样，唯一能做的事。。。只好默默地关心对方。。。

虽然将来可能没机会再关心了，但要争取现在的机会
能关心多一天，就一天
也许那天将会是你最美好的回忆
不要等到失去了才后悔
可能明天就是末日了
可能因为一些因素没得见了
可能。。。。。

所以，
珍惜现在身边的每一位朋友，伴侣，知己
不要为了一些小事的闹
不值得。。

Am i ?

haha, it has been long time ago actually, but its quite hard to forget,
because i being complimented by someone..
and the person is a form 3's girl...
xiao mei mei..xd

She is my friend's sister's friend (far relation O.o)
she didnt told me face to face but i knew it through my friend's sister...lol
she said I'm humorous ..XD....
& a bit handsome...wahaha
because i kept joking in front of her with my friend's sister on a shiny day at mcd,
but that handsome...... i also dont knw why she said so...maybe she was right?lolz

I cannot simply post at fb or somewhere that 'people mountain people sea'..haha
they will say i very 'zi lian'...

so....do you agree what she said ?XD

new life~

Tomorrow I'm going to start my college life ,
my course got 100+ boys but only 11 girls.
OMG.....okay, nvm , at least got 11 girls.
After separated groups , 'more' than i expected, only 10+ boys and only ONE girls...
no more any motivation ..XD

haha, Im single, can gap lui~someone can also, but must be alert~
hope can know more friends there, cause I'm alone, no one that i knows is same group with me.
Its nothing for me, I used to it.
For now or during studying I no need gf ...lol
because my time table don't allow me to paktor, haha
occupied most of my time~

So miss secondary school's life suddenly, that we played together, studied together, punished together by teachers ~haha
i guess college is not common as secondary's school, maybe or definitely ?..O.o

yeah~

finally i got my lessen P ....yeah
just now drove to JJB
not so stabled yet, because that was my first time..
anyway, all the best for my friends who not yet car's test...^^

endd~~

One hundred and three days without you

I'm already 103 days in single statues (still dont wan kao lui..lol)
What i try to say is I'M FINE NOW ~~
Even i flashed back what we have done, it's just our memories.

Felt so naive that what i had done before.
'whole mind of mine are saving of his miss '
'donnt leave me lonely~i will always miss you~ '
'I LIke you in sincerely~'?
(copy exactly some somewhere)

What are heck are those sentences?
yup, those are just normal sentences, and meaningless.
Don't be absorbed in those kind of stuffs, they will just kill you with thousands of arrows and blades..lolz
so, take care....^^

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Oh, my SPM result...><
i was thought i can get 7A or 6A, or at least 5A.
some good things never last, i just got 4A , 3B , 2C , 1D....
this is not the result that i desired...not bad actually, at least i got the arranging order that other ppl don't have...XD
4,3,2,1 ...nice...lolz~
Seldom Malaysian will got this kind of result,
9000+ Malaysian had full A? so what?
maybe only one can had 4.3.2.1 ~ i'm special than full A..wahaha

don't too care about our result, see my result not good also..
even the most important subject BM, i got D...=.=
what the ....==
but be optimistic, SPM not= future~

my driving lesson

i have been waiting for 3 weeks
what am i waiting for ?
waiting for you arranging?
i have no idea ..totally not
just waiting for a stupid call?
you are wasting my time, if not i finds another job already
damn... if you not gonna call me tomorrow , i will call you !

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anyway , this month i got extra income
my friends were asking helped from me to repaired their pc...lol
although some very "kek shou" , but finally i also can fixed it...
and the repaired fees that total i got is RM80 + treat me a meal X3 ..haha
actually i did'nt required for any repaired fees, i always FOC(free of charge, taught by josh)XD except something that have to buy
i'm kind and helpful ,am i?XD , or what people called "stupid"?

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& i hate jealousy ! why i said so ?
just hated , for no reasons ...

sorry

just saw your blog,
i know im not a romantic person
but a damn boring person
maybe the reasons of break i also have some responsibility
im not a good bf , im not good at all...
even not good in communication
i didnt gave you anything that you wish to have
i didnt gave you the feeling that you want
perhaps you had chosen the best way
you will finds a guy that better than me X100

im stupid .....
i still dared to wrote our things that about love in my blog
my problem , im not a good bf...
i hated myself !
..........
start from now, i wont write our love things in blog anymore ,forever!!
stop mentioning our things
stop anything~
stupid , idiot!

and i wan to said thank to you also
you teach me a lot of things
since i know you
i started reading English novel with many pages
i did it because of you

i opened this blog because of you
you encouraged me to open this blog

i learned courage because of you
let me dare to communicate with girls
..........
so i wan to say
thank you, Yunnii ~

busy always

sometime i do really hope i will busy always
keep doing other stuffs
dont let my stupid mind think about you again...

i thought i was already treats you as my normal friend
but it was not !definitely not...
why should i jealous when i heard someone called you?
why i will feeling moody when i looking at what i and you had wrote on fb wall?
is this what friend should be ?

dont know whether all of you still remember this..
i took this photo last week , i found it on my wallet
this is the ticket from GSC movie, an action movie "Prince of Persia"
i still remembered that time we watched an almost ending movie
its ok ...
but that was the first time you sat beside me , just two of us
i wont forget that situation
this two ticket is belong to me and you ,
but im going to split it up and throw into dustbin...

and this, my relationship status
i clicked the old pages and found it during valentine's day
romantic ？
i wanna to say sorry to all of you that who had wished me after i changed my status
cause i didnt made it , i didnt maintain my relationship
let all of you disappointed or maybe not...
i admit sometimes i do miss you
i flashed back many things about me and you
forget about it...i know i will, but just the time problem :X

unpredictable

continues from last post
tat matter was already solved..phew~
bt hw i solved it? ==
i tried to talked with her face to face
& she told me tat she didnt angry me...==..wht the....
she said didnt bu shuang me~==
she said didnt reply my msg is becoz phone no money...==
bt i saw she replied her brother in front of me...swt~
i knw u do angry me before ~
wht the hell r u thinking? acting?
anyway.....its fine now we chat again...

what i wan to say is..i still nt fully understanding what's girls thinking..XD
like a Chinese proverb sayings 女人心，海底针....><
althought i used to have a gf before~TT
anything is unpredictable ~ ==

story end , problem settle ~i cn sleep well jor~:P

my CNY~

started from last Fri 4/2
I came back home after 12AM consecutive
coz this few days kept on went to friends house "bai nian"
& GAMBLED~ XD
i think i had won a little bit of money from this few days..
quite happy to be with them actually
but wanna to get scold from my dad already
cause i always back late..haha
so~2day is the last day for our reunion ,tmr some of my friends will back to NS(jail of training..lol)
we will meet again after 31days...^^
from this , i feel so lucky
becoz i dun have felt unable to leave anyone, coz im single...lol
oh yea..im SINGLE~><>
the feeling of separate for another 1 month ~XD
take care lor~haha

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those are my gud news for this few days, bt i gt a bad news also
its happened the day before yesterday
i did a wrong thing, this cause i raise someone 's dander
she was very very very close to me before...TT
although i dun think all was my fault, bt i dun like the feeling, the feeling been angry
i think about this matters until i hard to slept
think again after i awoke in the morning.....
i already tried to solve it as fast as possible
pls dun angry me anymore, ok ?
i'm unintentional.....

今天

今天心情不是很好~
虽然是跟一大班朋友出去玩~
哎 ><
突然觉得我。。寂寞。。好了~
想了很多东西
但，越想越不开心
半天内都不懂有没有说过一百100句话
觉得已经没人可以跟我分享心事了
所以~
就这样。。新年
还是要开开心心咯~

其实这件事有关到上一个post的其中一个reason
所以下次可能to be continued~TT

an open relationship

OMG~
many ppl had misunderstood..
actually im still single
bt why did i changed ?
so i didnt blamed them..haha
i never care about what they said even though im single

its a quite funny things
every time i changed my status at fb
definitely many comments & like over thr..lol
the last time was in a relationship (haiz)
nw is in an open relationship~
tat girl might felt happiness, coz open relationship with me..XD
y so many comments ?
it might be better of my reputation...haha

i dun knw wht happened to me ,
accepted tat request unconsciously at midnight
this is wht SINGLE will did whn he sot jor...><

those may the 3 reasons why i accepted the request suddenly without think twice
i wanna to hide it by password, my secrets ?:P
1st time ever hidden my post's contents at blog
no one teach me...i learned by myself...haha

1st reason

2nd reason

3rd reason

i will change back to complicated as soon as possible..
man man wait lah~

midnight again~

nw is 6.33 morning....
i woke up already ?
the answer is no
actually i nt yet sleep ,perhaps is dun wan sleep already ...==
shit! wht time jor...stil dun wan sleep...
lalala~
even my mum also woke up lor..haha
walked around me & asked about y i dun wan sleep

its ok... becoz i nt so tired ...
wht's wrong with my body ?><
nid CPR to solve...lolz

just finish the powerpoint designed's jobs tat given by my tuition teacher~
actually nt an easy jobs ...haha
although works at home ....
or maybe i always delayed to typed ...so i very rush ?lol

Undang (2)

Now is Middle of the Night 6am !!!!
y i nt yet sleep ?
becoz i wan to finish my typing & print it out ~
thought tmr also have to continue type ..><
bt nw i didnt feel any tired...
so i update my blog in the midnight...haha
coz someone wan me to update also....she wants to knw my undang result~:P

"unfortunately" ..................
..i got pass my undang..XD..
47/50 .....i also didnt expected ,quite high ba...
happy lor ~
coz my mum underestimated my power~
she said i plurality cannot pass...><
nw my result even higher thn her...haha
thanks god blessing~TM
so im going to listen amali either next wed or sat
hope every will be fine~^^

i wan to sleep jor..XD...gud night~
actually nw i cn wait 4 the sunrise ...
haha...

undang~

long time didnt write blog already...
thought sometime i was very free
this wed im going to take undang test
a bit scare fail ,bt my friend kept said tat its very damn easy only~
hope so,
just nw i saw 2 ppl blogs , they also pass already...gxgx
nw i read until Q260...haha

well, dun knw whts going on ,recently i so tired....
always nt enuf sleep~><

suddenly so miss u ...this cause me so moody nw....
few of my friends im stupid ,i guess so~
bt i didnt felt any regretful~
wht else i cn do ?
coz u r still in my mind.....

1st post of 2011

The time is passed as fast as the speed of light..lol
nw is already 2011
a new year ....new life.....
i must forget about the sad things tat happened in 2010~

try to start a new life ,new environment , or perhaps new love...XD
jkjk....nt so fast 1st
bt i still nid some time to recover~
time will gonna to solve this

here，
i wan to said thank to all my friends tat had accompanied me during my sadness day
my bad day...
amused & played with me ,
went to sunway ,TS ,our class's reunion
chatted with me~thank all my buddy^^
love u all~haha

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wou, 2day i learned driving from my dad ,actually is started from ytd
1st time drove ..feeling weird..
my dad said its normal ,later will be fine..

be4 i wan to drove is 4 my ling~
bt nw is 4 my future ,

forget about past things~
hope everything will be fine ...