sorry

just saw your blog,
i know im not a romantic person
but a damn boring person
maybe the reasons of break i also have some responsibility
im not a good bf , im not good at all...
even not good in communication
i didnt gave you anything that you wish to have
i didnt gave you the feeling that you want
perhaps you had chosen the best way
you will finds a guy that better than me X100

im stupid .....
i still dared to wrote our things that about love in my blog
my problem , im not a good bf...
i hated myself !
..........
start from now, i wont write our love things in blog anymore ,forever!!
stop mentioning our things
stop anything~
stupid , idiot!

and i wan to said thank to you also
you teach me a lot of things
since i know you
i started reading English novel with many pages
i did it because of you

i opened this blog because of you
you encouraged me to open this blog

i learned courage because of you
let me dare to communicate with girls
..........
so i wan to say
thank you, Yunnii ~

busy always

sometime i do really hope i will busy always
keep doing other stuffs
dont let my stupid mind think about you again...

i thought i was already treats you as my normal friend
but it was not !definitely not...
why should i jealous when i heard someone called you?
why i will feeling moody when i looking at what i and you had wrote on fb wall?
is this what friend should be ?

dont know whether all of you still remember this..
i took this photo last week , i found it on my wallet
this is the ticket from GSC movie, an action movie "Prince of Persia"
i still remembered that time we watched an almost ending movie
its ok ...
but that was the first time you sat beside me , just two of us
i wont forget that situation
this two ticket is belong to me and you ,
but im going to split it up and throw into dustbin...

and this, my relationship status
i clicked the old pages and found it during valentine's day
romantic ？
i wanna to say sorry to all of you that who had wished me after i changed my status
cause i didnt made it , i didnt maintain my relationship
let all of you disappointed or maybe not...
i admit sometimes i do miss you
i flashed back many things about me and you
forget about it...i know i will, but just the time problem :X

unpredictable

continues from last post
tat matter was already solved..phew~
bt hw i solved it? ==
i tried to talked with her face to face
& she told me tat she didnt angry me...==..wht the....
she said didnt bu shuang me~==
she said didnt reply my msg is becoz phone no money...==
bt i saw she replied her brother in front of me...swt~
i knw u do angry me before ~
wht the hell r u thinking? acting?
anyway.....its fine now we chat again...

what i wan to say is..i still nt fully understanding what's girls thinking..XD
like a Chinese proverb sayings 女人心，海底针....><
althought i used to have a gf before~TT
anything is unpredictable ~ ==

story end , problem settle ~i cn sleep well jor~:P

my CNY~

started from last Fri 4/2
I came back home after 12AM consecutive
coz this few days kept on went to friends house "bai nian"
& GAMBLED~ XD
i think i had won a little bit of money from this few days..
quite happy to be with them actually
but wanna to get scold from my dad already
cause i always back late..haha
so~2day is the last day for our reunion ,tmr some of my friends will back to NS(jail of training..lol)
we will meet again after 31days...^^
from this , i feel so lucky
becoz i dun have felt unable to leave anyone, coz im single...lol
oh yea..im SINGLE~><>
the feeling of separate for another 1 month ~XD
take care lor~haha

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those are my gud news for this few days, bt i gt a bad news also
its happened the day before yesterday
i did a wrong thing, this cause i raise someone 's dander
she was very very very close to me before...TT
although i dun think all was my fault, bt i dun like the feeling, the feeling been angry
i think about this matters until i hard to slept
think again after i awoke in the morning.....
i already tried to solve it as fast as possible
pls dun angry me anymore, ok ?
i'm unintentional.....

今天

今天心情不是很好~
虽然是跟一大班朋友出去玩~
哎 ><
突然觉得我。。寂寞。。好了~
想了很多东西
但，越想越不开心
半天内都不懂有没有说过一百100句话
觉得已经没人可以跟我分享心事了
所以~
就这样。。新年
还是要开开心心咯~

其实这件事有关到上一个post的其中一个reason
所以下次可能to be continued~TT