sad day

Today actually is my happy day, but i am not that happy right now.
normally if got any holiday i'll awoke after 12pm and stayed at home for rest.
but today different, i went to JJB badminton court with Lawrence and his friend,
frankly, i felt a little bored, because there were more than 10 people, but i only know one of them, Lawrence.
maybe is the time for me to makes some new friends, and learns to be more extroversion.
anyway, time has passed, what i can did is thankful for learned new badminton skills and thank you for inviting me.

After playing badminton, i walked to Jusco ALONE! i measured the distances between JJB and Jusco using Google Earth, is about 2km, not so far, quite near for me.
after that, i ate lunch at Mcdonalds which costs RM6.20's Mc'chicken set ALONE.
feeling lonely while catch sight of people around me, i am alone...but when i think about later i won't be lonely anymore, that useless mind thinking totally changed, my happy times are ahead of me.
to passed the time while waiting until about 2.15pm, i went to MPH to read books.

Following, while walked to LRT bus stop about 2.20pm, the rains came suddenly, but it can't resisted me to see you.
the whole journey to my destination, i was keep hoping the rain can stopped, fortunately, when i reached my destination, the rain stopped gradually, what a nice day i think at that time.
then, i walked to my destination's ground floor and takes the lift to 17th floor, after that i felt so happy and exhilarate, i am there right now, this is not a fake thing.

BUT good things don't last long, i took out my cell phone from my pocket, i saw a message content that i not hoping to see "u really wan c0me ah?coz........"
.............................

wou, my mood plummet immediately , i tried to called, but failed. thn received another message "cnnt...........", ok ,then fine.nothing i can do already ,i replied the message then went back to my home with blue mood and expressionless's face.
i takes the lift, went to ground floor, left the buildings, and walked to the closest bus stop.that movements i really get out of hand, i don't know what bus i had to takes, few bus were passed by me, i didn't even thinks about which bus would passed genting klang's KFC bus stop. so i made a stupid decision, i WALKED. yes, i did it, i walked using my own leg to genting klang's KFC bus stop.
just like before, i measured the journey again, this time is about 3.7km, still not so far, because my leg is already without feeling.><

whole journey i just thinking about why this will happened on me? i blamed my self......well, truely if a car came towards me, i will just kept thought about my matters only, because i am not concentrating at all.

fortunately, i reached the bus stop without any accidents. while i am waiting for the bus, the rain came again, its ok, because the weather was same as my mood, quite timely. after i backed to my house, i took a shower ,then lay on my bed for a rest and nap.

End of story...lol...
i am fine right now~
i didn't blame anyone, cause maybe this our challenge, or maybe fate...:D
anyway ,i still can smile ,i am very optimistic~dun worry~
ofcoz , because no one will worry about me ,even care..i think~><

冲突~

最近
在学校发生很多问题
多数是 友情
为什么会这样？
虽然现在没什么事了
但心里还是会有伤口~
所以最近在学校我可能会比少话讲（还是我本来都那么少了？lol）

不知道为什么，今年特别多事情发生
无论是开心或伤心~
开心的时候就很开心
伤心的时候就很伤心，甚至想要哭的感觉

不知道是好事还是坏事~
之前我有想过
其实人生有 伤心，开心的事才算是多姿多彩的人生嘛~
我就全部都有，包括伤心的
算不算完美的人生呢？Lol

有的伤好过没得伤咯~
应该懂得知足吧。。。（算不算安慰自己？）

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顺便一提~
我最不喜欢不负责的人！！！！
要又是你，不要又是你
Can you respect me????
就因为SIVIK Projek~我才知道~
世上真的是有这种人的....==
btw~thx for KWK~
因为你我们才可以今天交Projek~^^

我不想再做组里面最大那个了~
辛苦~TT
我的性格不是命令别人的~
反而我比较喜欢没什么职位的
这样我也做得比较自然
但，
最大那个学到比较多东西哦~
所以呢？自相矛盾咯~><

Sunday 8/8/2010

A surprise for u~
for me too~
nothing to write here
just want to recorded
& remember that day forever & ever~^^

bear bear~