HAppy BIthday ..my sister~

虽然今天不是我姐姐的生日
但我们一家人都提早帮她庆祝
生日快乐^^
不要给自己那么多压力哦~lol

还有不好意思，
因为心情不是很好，所以庆祝时不会笑倒很开心
原因是我想起自己的生日
原来我还在等待我的生日的到来
我还是期待着

但，我却想到
我不懂有没有这个机会跟她庆祝了
想到这点
心开始酸了，痛了
想念她了，不知她有没有。。。

我真的很怕，担心
我不希望会有这一天
我希望她还会跟我庆祝
但，我能做什么
这些要来就来了，自己也控制不到

可能我不该像那么多，或乱想
但，最近少了联络
少了些关心
少了些问候
也让我增加了担心

yyj跟我讲 “the longer the day, the increase the miss rate”
这是真的吗？唉~

我知道现在还有几天就考试了
我更不可以想那么多
尽力而为~
不要在想了
SPm要考到好成绩~大家加油~

笨蛋

今天过得很充实
在学校练习了无聊的毕业颁奖典礼
整天无所事事

放学了留在学校等
过后去Genting Klang欣赏风景
欣赏了差不多45分钟
又去
连续3次的KFC，
好地方，
台湾茶屋，
面对面，
另外一间板面店
寻找美丽的风景
但还是找不到。。。
最后失望地回家去了~

原来要看风景那么难的。。
原来我是的笨蛋
傻傻地站在那边
傻傻地跑来跑去
傻傻地抱着希望。。。。

history

yesterday i download a game called "Napoleon :total war" from internet
quite nice..XD
im still preparing for SPM , dun think i just play games only..><
Napoleon Bonaparte was a military and political leader of France and Emperor of the Frence,
his history is rather same as our form 4's Sejarah Buku teks chapter 2
Alexander the Great , the general of Greek(Yunani) who conquered the Persian Empire & other regions~
and
Julius Caesar ,he played a critical role in the gradual transformation of the Roman Republic into the Roman Empire

I'm very interested in their history ,
tat y i know some stories about them that cannot be found in Teks book~
not only tat , i even damn interested about form 5's chapter 9
World War !!
i love this topic nt becoz i like wars ,i dun even hope World War 3 will occur also~
im nt tat kind of cruel person.....
dun knw y ...i just like it so much~no reason , no answer....

bt, 1 thing i feels tat im special is ....
i knw some details about the World War 2
the details is the details of details~
so , i guess less than 0.2% of Malaysian knw

Everyone who have read chapter 9 knw tat U.S.A. had dropped 2 atomic bomb at Hiroshima and Nagasaki during World War 2 in 1945
bt , who knows what is tat 2 atomic bomb codename???????
i think so~XD ..
no one is interested about this small details
becoz this is impossible to test us on any examination

maybe im stupid ..lol... becoz i like something tat is nt under SPM
oh yea..tat answer is
"Little Boy" was the codename of the atomic bomb dropped on Hiroshima &
"Fat Man" was the codename of the atomic bomb dropped on Nagasaki~
funny name ,right? lol....bt its true ~
no one trust me when i tell my friend about this
they said how come a weapon that caused lethal have such of this name...
they even said maybe codename was "Fat Man" becoz made by fat man ...==
whatever~lol

unfortunately ,i just like few topics on our Teks book only
tat y my history's result nt gud...><
i just hope i can break my record ,get credit 4 history in my SPM result
this is my goal

原来

原来想念一个人
是可以很幸福
也可以很痛苦....

after SPM

还没开始考SPM就想到spm过后要做什么了~
哈哈
不错的想法，
当然也不要忘了还要考咯
还是要对着书本，读书~TT

考完过后要做的事~
1.Format 电脑
2.选Collage，科系
3.享受...lol
4.读新买的长篇小说
5.考车
6.做完SPM时不能做的东西~

这次是有史以来目标做多A的考试~
最少2个，做多6-7个~XD
希望我能做到~尽力而为~
当然，国语不能再fail了，我也没有差到这样吧？XD
希望得到某人的支持~><
我一定能做到~加油

HAppy birthday~ Kok Ann

first of all , this is my wish for you
Happy Birthday~
all the best for your SPM & future~
believe yorself...
have a happy party later~^^

actually i suppose to eat some"vinegar"
becoz my birthday is nt important thn him
maybe i should say not the right time to celebrated

i felt a bit of sadness be4 i saw someone blog ,
coz you said u will replace my birthday later
bt nw u celebrate our's friend birthday early thn mine

well ,bt im fine now
its nothing to be sad actually,
the post tat the little girl blessing us on her blog..
(maybe someone knw im talking about her right nw..lol)
mentioning me tat im nt deserve to sad or annoy about this small matter
im nt worth to do tat~

if i show my jealousy in front of u ~
this will be the wall between us
i dun wan it happen
i just hope we can as happy as tat little girl blessing~^^