so hot~~~~~~~~

weather so hot...><
tat's it..xD

微笑？

终于又再写部落格了，但是这次不是好事
回到从前，这里还是最好的发泄地点
不管有没有人看都不重要
重要是除了这里，没有地方可以给我发泄了
不然使到大家不开心收场

最近的心情很糟糕， 都缺少了笑容
也发生了很多事情， 导致少了微笑

自己的问题也越来越多。。><
真希望有空闲的时间让我"逃避"

现在开始真的要努力，读书，学习
不要在学一些没有用的东西
一些完全没关系都学业的
根本只是浪费时间

一切都是我的问题
是我拿来比较，是我乱想，是我无聊
明明没事，却搞到事情发生
那么容易不开心，没用
对不起

觉得别人成绩好过我都要闷闷不乐
觉得别人做功课快过我又要闷闷不乐
别人被老师看得起又想多多
终觉得自己太差了，怎么都比不上
做什么都没人欣赏
我就是这样咯。。又拿来比较了。。。><
我真的不想比较，但脑袋会自己想。。想。。想。。
不要像那么多？ 做到就不用这样
所以现在我尽量不问人了，尽管我多不明白，都要肯定我完全不会才问

现在到放假还有很长的距离，现在我累了
真希望赶快完成这个学期
人生就是如此的残酷
我不会说我的人生过得最不好，因为我知道还有很多人惨过我

但愿 笑容 能回到我身边
把 烦恼 抛在脑后

I'm back

How long i have gone ? What is blogger anyway ?

Because of facebook, people who used to update their blogger post always are missing ..lol

Anyway, i just suddenly got mood wanted to write blog.... cause im waiting for uploading something about stupid assignment..TT

i bet no one gonna notice this post ...lol..whatever, i don care....it's just write for fun~

About my college life? Still remain unchanged... Study, assignment, test, sem break and repeat again..xD...Just hopefully my result will be better and understand the road im walking to or perhaps with ? ..lol
My life consider very good already, i got family, friends, lover...xDD...nw just have to worry about future... as long as don '饿死老婆瘟臭屋', nothing else i should worry anymore....lol

This week rushing last assignment, actually is coding ..lol...because the subject is web design.... this subject almost burst my head out, too complex for me ~.~ wasting too much of time to search only a part at internet..><
Really need to put many effort..Lol

Finally, Nothing else to type anymore :p good luck & c again if gt '缘分'..xD.... Love u too..hehe

happy 1 ~

Holiday holiday holiday....Never thought that holiday is quite boring actually...Do nothing for the first week, second week kept go out, hope next week can learn something for my course subjects for beneficial my future for.......whatever....xd

Anyway, just hope everything will be fine, troubles stay out from me. Maybe this is what life would be, a big wave came toward you suddenly, but once you passed the disaster, you will realize that the wave just a small waves. How complicated it is ?:P

After came to college, I felt the importance of the course that I had chosen. Although that was my interested, I never ever worry about it, but want to make a lot of effort on it to achieve a better academic . All the best for everyone..lolz

Last month I'm so happy (Mean count start from today) ..^^...

Because .........my PCD had improved a lot....i learn a lot of thing..xd....

Thanks to all my friends, and god lets me have this skill.XD

That's all why I'm happy.

End~

End ? Not that easy, someone will beat me hardly ~Lol

What so happy about that month ? Nothing also actually, just something like happy xxxxxx...XD
Ignore it if you don't understand...
This month, past so fast, no doubt, we have already improve our relationship....lol...getting serious? The moment of happy, sad, excited (don think wrong, im gud guy...:P), we also have passed it...Of course, for the most part is happy. This is what we should maintain to the end. ( obviously loh, if not sad meh..~.~..)XD~

I cannot learn write 900 words for a blog post, cause i got nothing to write, all you want to know already told you, even the details that I have never told anyone before.XD

I am truly thankful and appreciate for what you have done to me, I have never experienced it before, I hope I'm the first and the last to be the owner of this. So.. keep on..xd
Sorry for kept delayed the update of my blog post, although post will delay or forget to update occasionally, but my love for you will never delay..XD
Be happy and gayou for the rest of our life ^^ Love you~

Continue to my happy life

Someone kept asking me for a new post, but i don't want tell her when I'm going to update because I want her miss me always, and think about me at the time~XD, but I know she will do it even though i didn't do anything....Am I right? xd ..Anyway, let's get start about this.

The day before yesterday which mean Wednesday 10/8/2011 was a happy and sad day for us, it was also the first time that we facing this kind of grief feeling. It was really upset, made both of us felt blue due of some unpleasant incident. I told you that I'm fine before I went for slept, as you knew I'm lying, because i don't want to let you feel bad. I'm worrying about you, because you are unhappy at that moment, but i felt like I can't do anything instead of comforted you. I just want you to be happy, at least when I'm not right there with you, I just has a simple wish that we can happy always ^^ Sadness ? Get the hell out of us..xd

Please allow me to copy some sentences from your blog, because it was exactly same as what I'm trying to said..xd

"After the incident yesterday, I felt that I'm getting serious. I've already treat you as part of my life, this is the fact, and also the truth. Although some problem might be occur, but I think we can handle it. Let's work hard for our future ! "XD... Just like this lyrics "Every moment spent with you, Is the moment I treasure" ~ I'm enjoying every time when be with you, we chatted about many things, and you had told me some word that quite embarrassing but sweet ^^You are brave..xd~ We played together such as "duk lai duk qu" ..xd..like a children games but seem we both are also enjoying..XD.. Everything that we have done will be a part of my sweet memories.. You said you hope that we can last long, together until become grandpa and grandma ..xd..This was actually quite a bit over, but it is possible also..xd.. lalala...Anything is possible, who know what will going on next? I also don't even can predicted that I will won 18 peoples in my class...XD..yeah, I'm the winner..Fortunately, I'm the winner, if not you are with the other winner right now...You must thanks to me because I'm the winner..xd....Later we will having dating...haha..or maybe assignation ? O.o...Not sure, because i not very sure what are we now ? above friend below couple ?XD..Anyway, the most important is, we are happy than everything is fake...^^... Hopefully we can enjoy later and stay out of trouble, no one will disturb us..xd... When you wan to meet my parents jek ???XD.....to be continued, good night world, especially you.... my Chiew Carol..xd

30 Hour-Famine

Do you realize i had change my blogger template, obviously. =.=...Because my sister said the template before this made her felt dizzied, but actually i felt it too..><~ Never mind, hope this time will be better.

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30 Hour-Famine

Wou, My unforgettable camp. This was the first time participated famine 30, it was quite fun ...

for the second day ... xd ...Actually 2 days also have a nice memories, but the second day is more unforgettable because we countdown together with 9000++ camper that came from many regions of west Malaysia, we ate bread and drank Soya Beam milk together at the same time same moment. Can you imagine that ? You will never try it in other camp ( sounds like exaggerated, xd). The first day is quite boring for me, because I'm not a active participant, at least I admit, if not it would be fun as the second day...xd... What I remember is, i just kept SMS with CC...xd..This was the first time I didn't completely concentrated in joining my group during camp. Haha. Anyway, i will join again for the next year if i have any opportunity ~^^

It's time to eat....xd..

Can u find me ?lol...

My group ....."India" ...haha..nice~

new life..lol

Hello everyone. I'm already 5 weeks didn't update any post, because of my laziness and I got nothing to upload actually, cause my life was so peace and stay out of trouble.(xd, Sai meng) Recently i'm busy about college things such examination and works, all these things will never end, not before the end of the final exam, so i hope final exam faster come, although i'm not yet ready and no study at all..pro leh? xd.Anyway, the reason i upload this post is because of someone (a.k.a CC ..someone smile jor leh...haha) who kept asked me to update due of want to know what actually i'm thinking, am I right ?xd. I guess no one will has the interested to finish this long post, cause it's really quite boring ? maybe ? Whatever...>< It's doesn't matter who will going to finish this boring post, but one thing i sure is someone will finish it..XD..cause already expect for few days..lolz..
Well, this few days i knew i just kept smile for no reason..lol (learned from CC, not cyber cafe ah...xd) Is that mean something are about to happen ? I have no idea. This was the first time during camp, i kept SMS with people, i never tried before, I even SMS with you when I'm playing games and group discuss..xd..how bad am I, didn't put full attention on my group lolz. And this is the reason why I didn't kao lui, wahaha. I found out something about me and you, that is when we are together, we cannot concentrated on other things..xd, during lecturer or else, we just kept chatting and played, lucky I still can understand some chapter by myself, if not i need someone to teach me again, or maybe that someone is you again ?XD, than we will just chat and didn't learn anything again..xD.I'm so enjoyed that day when we go Jusco to eat McD as our lunch, of course not only us, our friends too. That was quite unforgettable. Cause I enjoy the moment with you..XD..clear screen...lol, You are so naughty, cause you played in my car like a child, haha..the water let you played finish already, the next day my mum asked me about the water, i just can answered i not sure , lol , cause impossible that I said let a child play..Xd. I never thought that i can so close with you, cause you are the only one in the class, 1 vs 18 and i won, yeah..xd, why we will become so close ? Is that other reasons ? Or because of that CXX ? or maybe i'm good? Oh yea, talked about good, I'm so surprised you let your mum saw my picture and she praised me and even asked you to chase me ? (I got said wrong mah? I not very clear, cause already unconscious after listened that ..xd ) Am i that good ? Or maybe just the kindness face? xd.(zi lian again..><) Never mind, cause I know you don't care..xd. i think i more pro, cause this post got 90% above is about you..happy or not ?xd Don't be shy, everything is fine..haha...Apparently, this post is not a formal but a funny post. XD and lol everywhere..haha. Now I'm going to talked about the other guy which mean the guy you known him for few weeks, erm... actually nothing to talked also..XD...(said got, now don have..haha) I not really satisfied with him, because he made you sad, i really wish you don't want meet him again, but no choice, you have to meet him at least one more time, how bad..><.. Seriously, every time when you talked about him, I'm not so happy, sometime I even felt that my heart was pain. What going on ? What is that mean? O.o...Anyway, like what i have mention before, as long as we are happy now, played together, chatted together, eat together, study together(Of course, this are the least, cause cannot concentrate..xd). Finally, what you want to know is what am I thinking? I just can tell you, figure out yourself...haha. This was the second longer post in my blog, because of you..><. lol..But I'm happy to write too..^^...Now is already 11.38pm, hope you have a nice dinner with your friends , i don't want to tell you that I have wrote this post is because I want you to check out for my blog always...xd...Thanks for finish it...lol....have a nice day CC ..haha